Ribbons gift collections and nutrition

Hey everyone! I recently became a business owner. I am selling gift collections, vitamins, skin care products and more. Go to http://emarion.ordermygift.com and check out the gift collections, hair products, and acne products now available on my site. Check it out!

You can also go to www.quixtar.com and register as a customer using my IBO number: 5388838. Other items you'll see on the site are jewelry, makeup, and cleaning supplies. Contact me if you're interested in doing something like this yourself.

Currently Listening Greatest Hits: Straight Up! By Paula Abdul see related

My friends kept asking me to get a facebook, so I finally did. My full name's Elizabeth Marion, so just look me up. I'll continue to post on here occasionally.

Should homeschooling be illegal? Why or why not?

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Just to post something that's more lighthearted....

Here's a list of some of my favorite songs:

Twist and Shout-Beatles

Holding out for a hero-Bonnie Tyler

When You're Gone-Avril Lavigne

the Saga Begins-Weird Al

The Neverending Story-Limahl

Help-Beatles

Can't Buy Me Love-Beatles

White & Nerdy-Weird Al

Happy Ending-Avril Lavigne

There you go.

I hate Sundays. Why? I have to go to church, and listen to all kinds of stupid things those silly people believe. I don't know whether or not I've talked about this on my blog, but I hate God right now. I guess it started with my illness. I began having doubts about the things I believed at first, but I kind of tried to ignore them, thinking 'maybe I'm being punished for something' or 'maybe I'll learn something from this'. But then I started thinking about other people. What about the people God tortures everyday who will never know him? What about the people who just don't think about God because (let's face it) unless you're raised in a religious home, he's not that relevant. When are you going to think about him? And if he really cared and created us for companionship, why the hell did he leave us here? This place sucks. I'm so sick of hearing people talk about how we should trust God through hard times. Trust him to what??? Take care of us? Give us what we need? Make life bearable? He doesn't do those things. He ditched us, and pretending otherwise is just stupid. Do these people ever watch the horrible things that happen on the news? Do they ever think that the God they praise and worship and follow and want to be like really doesn't care about us? Where is the evidence that he actually cares? He puts himself so high above us that he's difficult for people to get to. He sits in heaven throwing down lightning bolts and telling people what they should do for him. He's a bitch. I hate him and I wish I could kill him. he doesn't want to be with us and he doesn't care about us.

The ultimate reason I stopped believing wasn't because I was in pain. It was because he didn't give me strength to face it. In fact, he felt farther away then ever before. My whole life I'd felt close to God..........until I really needed him. That is unacceptable from someone who's supposed to love me. Even if I did start feeling his comfort again, and hearing his voice again, I NEVER return to him. I will never forgive him for the things he's done. I will never find it acceptable or okay. Leaving me here in hell and expecting me to praise him for that is the dumbest idea ever invented.